In the words of High School Musical - I want it all!

When I first decided to start a blog, the main reason was so i could write; my thoughts and feelings and views. After starting my blog I then got nervous about what to write, kind of daunted as to what to say, I mean its scary to just put your thoughts in a text box and click send to the whole world (well the world with Internet access which is quite a lot) now I have overcome my fear and this is another blog entry about my thoughts today:

This is Me



There are times that I think to myself I am really one of a kind, and I don't mean that to be a bad thing. i like being one of a kind and as much as i might look at others and think wow you really do have it all, i still wouldn't necessarily want to changes places with them. It might be fun to live a day in someone elses shoes, and there maybe factors as to what others have that i would like but apart from that - i like being me.

I have great friends, a lovely boyfriend, gorgeous flat, nice things and there are certain members of my family that i literally could not live without- meaning life is good.

The point really for this ramble is that there are times that i feel maybe isolated- you see I am 23 years old and i want it all, i want the great job, to be a great pr, i would like to continue to write, maybe even a book one day, i would like the great car, the great bank balance, the great adventures and travels - the great life and the thing is i have no problem working for it. I'm not lazy and i don't expect it all to just land in my lap.

I just feel at times stunted, i know what i want, and i know that it is out there,  but how do you get it?

its kind of like a jigsaw puzzle where someone has scattered the pieces and i have to spend my time trying to find them- and then- make them fit together.

In my 23 years on earth (not to sound like i used to live on another planet haha) i feel that have already collected more pieces to my puzzle than maybe most would expect, but yet...I atill want it all.

I am looking for those final few pieces to make my picture complete.

Hopefully good things come to those who wait and work (haha).

Anyway sorry for my random ramble I think its my mega strong antibiotics that have me all lethargic and over thinking. :)